Still the same -__-

Days continue to flies by..so fast. You cant even notice that its already time for dinner. Days goes by as people continue to grow. Days goes by and i cant still move on. Still doing the same thing over and over again. Thinking of him most of the time. Missing him terribly bad and so on.. But that's life, whether i like it or not..it has to move on and continue to reach the next day.

Hmm...dont want to be too sentimental again here.. i am just making myself even more missed him..

I got a present from my family here where I am working with ^__^ they've been to new york and came home this morning. I really like the simple present that i got from them. Its really cute and fragrance ;-) I received a ring made of blue small beads and with some crystals.. its really cute..


This is really cute, isn't it?? ^__^ i really love this one.. and its in my favorite colour too. I think i must find something to fit on this one.. maybe an earrings or a bracelet.. what do you think?? ^__^


And also this one.. Body lotion from Elizabeth Arden ^__^ i really love the smell of this one too.. hahaha.. and with the ring in my finger.. hehehe ^__^ I am really glad to received this two cute items from New York.. and very thankful too.. ^__^

At least, even in just some moments, i had forgotten about him.. Can't still stop myself from crying over him. I still loved him. Nothing compares to him.. really nothing..

A tiring day -__-

I started my day with a cup coffee and a slice of bread. Most of us start our day with a hot cup of coffee same as me ^__^ but its not my routine every morning though. I just need to have a strong cup of coffee to wipe away my tiredness. I haven't got enough sleep last night. I slept before 3am and woke up before 6.30am. That's really a very small sleep. But that's ok. I get used to it. I can always take a nap in the aftenoon after my job. But not this day. Im awake until now. And not feeling any tired. But my stomach was full.. hahaha.. I ate a lot of waffles for dinner ^__^
Waffles and a glass of orange juice...mmmm... yummy.. hehehe.. while listening to Rnb musics ^__^ I like to eat at my kitchen where I can see my favorite view from the veranda. Well, its not really a special view. But at least, i have something to look at.

That's the veranda from where i am sitting while eating my waffles, drinking orange juice and listening to RnB musics ^__^ I can only see the cars and busses running from the street. And the roof top from our neighbors. And also some lovely trees..

Trees are like human. There's a time where you will see them almost dying. No leaves. Wondering if they are breathing. Wondering if they can still survive from the very cold weather. Leaves are slowly falling down from the branches and so on.. Human are the same. They were sometimes feeling dying. That slowly taken theire breath away. Because of some unresolve problems. Because they were broken hearted (like me)..hehehehe... But they can still survive after the long dark rainy days. In every rains that will fall from the sky, there's always a wonderful rainbow afterwards ^__^ So, never give up like trees does. Be strong. We must learn not to give up, instead learn how to accept that this is the part of our life ^__^

Snowy time ^__^

I haven't slept good last night -__- I slept around 2am in the morning and woke up at 6.30 to start my day working.. I would like to sleep longer, but i can do that after I had post my blog here ^__^ I am always thankful that even though i haven't get enough sleep i still have the chance to wake up strongly and ready to face the world with a smile in my face and in my heart ^__^

When i opened my window this morning i was so amazed with the snow falling from the sky. I smiled and said to myself "this is it! new life again..new hopes..and new challenges to come. Be strong and face it bravely. You can do it girl!" ^__^ then i look at myself in the mirror and say again "hmm..you dont look bad, you can get over him..move on and look on the bright sides of life"... hahaha.. ^___^ its not that easy to forget the man that makes you happy.. the man that you truly loved..but things happens and we've just have to accept, respect, forgive, forget and move on.. ^__^ right? ;-) but well, anyway... heheh

so, here comes the snow ^__^ its so lovely to look at it. It melts my heart. Wipe away my sadness and makes me thought like its still wonderful because we had given a chance to experience all this things in this world. Feel the sun in our skin in the summer time..same in spring, autumn and winter.. It always brings new hopes and challenges..

I went out and made this picture in my veranda.. I draw sun as new hopes, heart as love and star as faith.. three things that i think most important for me right now.. To have hopes that life was made for us to use in the right way...in a way were we thought is the right way to do. "Live life to the fullest".. To love all the people around us whose not getting tired to support, to care, and to love us in return..whose always be there in the times that we need them..and willing to give theire shoulder to lean on. "No man is an Island".. Have faith that there's no impossible in this world. Everything is possible if you have faith..mostly faith in our Almighty God. Keep on tyring.. Believe in the power of hope, love and faith ^__^ ......